I have many many questions, but very few answers ( luckily the few answers answer most questions ultimately)
But my point is...it's OK not to have an answer!
Of course the mind hates this. The mind hates uncertainty, of not knowing . It can't be comfortable unless it has a solution!
Sit with this discomfort , allow it ..smile at the mind ...squirming and wrestling for the "right" answer , for it all to make "sense"
It will pass ...and we can be comfortable without an answer , then comes peace and a true knowing that the answer didn't matter at all ...the question was enough ..
And maybe one day , as you are going about your daily businesses and forgotten all about the question... the answer will appear , plain as day! smile ...,ah ha ! ..but it doesn't matter !